There were times when I felt like I was floating. I had no anchor, no assurance that I would keep it together. It was as if a thread was yanked by his abrupt shift from God, and my marriage unraveled to the very seams. I reached for God's hand, and in full transparency, I didn't always find a grasp.
But, when I did, and He made His presence known more than any other reality in my life, CERTAINTY began to strengthen me, and my hope for our marriage stitched us back together.
Not the same as before, but with love as before.